was just mediating on the joy finding and being found.
is it better than never having lost in the first place?
i think so.
being known and understood too, while we're at it.
hmmm.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
tapioca. sweet and mushy or crispy and bland. depending on how you cook me.
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1 Comments:
Whoa pretty deep, I'll write something deep as well =) pardon the grammar.. i sux in english..
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Finding.. Found.. Lost..
Finding.. Found.. Lost..
Its a never ending "grief-joy" cycle.. to end it all n gain an inner peace would be to stem its roots.. that is not to Find..
Its a paradox(?).. but sometimes by not finding, it actually brings u closer to the very thing u've been looking for..
Found?.. Natural thing to do is to keep it.. I dunno.. for me it depends.. it happened recently.. but wonder if I will lose it again? Not sure.. I'm afraid it would be gone again.. I'm more careful now.. cowardice perhaps..
If we look at another perspective.. maybe the root of it all is the word 'Lost'.. Maybe the whole point about ending this cycle would be all about not Losing it in the first place..
So cherish it Becky, while its there.. Dun lose it..
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Jus a babble of thought in response to ur entry..
Finally, about what u had wrote: "huh?" =)
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